I have an awesome job and pension, business plans, good health and tons of time ahead. It's time to make a new life! This one is all worn around the edges and doesn't stand up when I set it down. What's missing from the 'awesome' list above is the one thing I hate to live without: the touch and the influence of a woman to be my friend, my lover and to tell me to take the next left turn on the freeway of life even though I already have the signal on LOL. I miss having that! And I miss the conversations, the ones with long, comfortable, contemplative silences.